Where in the world is DJ Sad Girl?

In case people are wondering where was I in the past few months, well I have been seaching for jobs, taking care of my kids and my dad going through eye surgery. My job searching is over for now. I just got an email from the FBI, I got accepted to take the written test. AT LAST!!! after that, then I'll be in Virginia for 5 month training. I'm still gonna DJ, but as a hobby. But, what I learn from the Navy and SNC, it's worth it. And I'm still gonna move to vegas 'cause that's the main field office for nevada. I'll keep all my friends posted at any way I can.

Kids grows so fast

As a single mom raising a 7 year old daughter and a 8 year old nephew, things can be better or worst. For instance, my daughter Maria never gets into trouble in school, comes home ready to do homework, and rather plays educational games on the computer. My nephew Carlos has alot of imagination but he lacks the discipline, meaning he doesn't listen when grown ups tell him what to do. Yep, he's a rebel. Mom and Dad tried to figure out why his behavior is like that, but I know why. Since his mom and sister passed away 3 years ago, and his dad and brother-in-law is locked up and getting out next summer, means that he can do whatever he wants to do. If he was my son and he acts like that, he send his butt to military school.

Going to Las Vegas

No jobs around Lake Tahoe, so I've decided to move to Las Vegas. First, I'm gonna go to the job fairs with one of my new roomies. If I get it on the spot, then I move asap! So VIVA LAS VEGAS!!

Aztec Ceremonial Dagger

Legend has it, when a chosen warrior is called by the Aztec Gods, the priest used the dagger to rip open the chest and take out the still beating heart as an offering. In return, the Gods offered the warrior immorality.
This tattoo design will be on my chest for two reasons. One, it is a warrior symbol dated back when my ancestors were Yaqui tribal warriors along with the Aztecs. Two, dagger in the heart is the tattoo symbol when you're betray by love. All the women I've been with betray me. this will be the reminder that I will never find love but love will find me, and protect those I love against danger.

No More Drama in Reno/Tahoe

I finally got my degree during the graduation ceremony last May. And FINALLY, DPS came in. I'll be taking the physical and written exam this July, then spending 5 months in training and transfer to Las Vegas between Jan or Feb 2010. That's right, I'm moving out of here, out of Tahoe and out of Reno. Why Las Vegas? Well, I have a better opportunity and me and my daughter will have a better life. Personally, I have my heart broken by many women here. All they care about is money and they never take me and my daughter seriously. Plus the women in Vegas are much hotter. SIN CITY HERE I COME!!

DJ gig for Earth Day

At last an oppertunity knocks on my door. I was offered to DJ for SNC's Earth Day. It was a success! Now, I have another gig coming up in May 7 for the Fashion Show. Time to strike a posed!

The new Me

Yesterday, I call it quits to Susana. Turns out that she wants a femme, not a butch like me. In other words, she's been misleading me the whole time. Right now, I'm free to be me. I'm still keeping my options open and I still have a date with Bianca to the Spring Formal. Yep, I'm her date. And I'm still a player.
Anyways, I'm still waiting for an email from the DPS recruiter. Guess it's kinda like me signing up for the Navy. Once I get a interview with them and get accepted, I have to take the written and phyical tests, then four-five months at the academy in Carson City. Hopefully after the graduation ceremony.

New Oppertunity

Since the Reno Career Fair last friday, none of the businesses there are hiring graphic artists. But on the plus side, the only one that caught me was the Department of Public Safety. Better to work as a state cop than local. My people are very supportive so I signed up for them. Now I'm just waiting til i get the word. On the personal side, me and Susana are back together. We decided to take it slow til i start working. lucky that dating older and mature family woman is alot better than dating young and immature ones.

Larger than Life

Back being single again. OMG, why do I always end up with the wrong woman. Well, things didn't work out between me and Susana, she turned out to be a PMS! But now, I'm keeping my options open, my dad wants me to date women that look like Britney Spears, as in slim supermodel type. That's gonna be a hard one. Right now, I'm focus on getting a job in Reno. Next weekend, the Grand Sierra is hosting a career fair. That could be my ticket. Plus, I'm spending my saturday night there. I just book a room there. The reason? Well, DJ Jazzy Jeff is spinning at my cousin's club Pearl Champange Lounge. I was gonna work for him, but he can't 'cause of the economy is mess up. Well, I'm working on my sound art pieces for the BA show. Plus, along with my Rap music, just needed a steady paycheck.

Moving on to a better life

In the past 3 weeks, I was at home in bed with the flu. Right now, I feel like a million bucks, lol. Plus, I even found someone new in my life. The new woman in my life is Susana. She's in her 30s with two daughters. At LAST!! Someone with kids and mature. Now, no more dating younger women, they're too immature and too high-maintainance. Right now, I'm just waiting for the economy to be better so I can finally work.

Strike a Pose!

Thursday will be my modeling day. I decided to be one of Alex's models for her photos. Thanks for the new buzz cut, I'm still gonna look good. Speaking of my buzz cut, my parents finally accepted it. They soon to realized not because I'm butch and proud lesbian, but I'm an artist with expression. In the job world, I rather be judge by my work, not my looks and sexuality. Like Leo Da Vince, can't judge his gayness but he does make great paintings.

one week of sickness

I spend the whole week since last monday in bed with the flu. now that i'm getting better, someone new enter my life. we started talking on myspace, then text and phone call. she was 33 and i'm 27, finally someone mature and older than me. guess you can say that younger women take more advantage of me. i'm the type that wants for put bread on the table and take care of the familia. but we'll see how it goes.

New Changes in Life

Yesterday when Arizona lost the Super Bowl, I've decided to buzz cut my hair. Now, I look like a Marine coming out of bootcamp. I do must say, I still look good. 100% stud!

This morning, I got an email from my now ex gf that she found someone else. This is the third time we've been on and off for a year and a half. Was I sad? NO! I was relieved! They say that long distance never work out. At last, I'm free and single! It's better that I find someone around here who is more mature and older than me.

My Alter Ego-Diego Esgardo Ramirez

A suave, loyal to la familia, and a ladies' man. A true gentleman. In my dreams, I was a man, having passion love with women. But when I wake up, I was back as Diana Elizabeth Ramirez. On the outside, I have a woman's body. But on the inside, I have a mind as a man. I act, walk and dress like a man. Even sound manly like a man. Alot of people always mistaken me for a man instead of a woman. But everybody that I know knows that I'm totally butch. Sometimes, I thought about having a sex change. But the only reason to stay a woman is to be a mother to my kids.

Jobless

Since school was over, I've been trying to find a job that suits my BA in Digital Arts. First, I apply for PSAV but got rejected. :-( But I haven't got a reply from KWYL 102.9 yet, but I hope so. Now that Obama just took office, hopefully he'll open more jobs and rebuild the screwed up economy. Either that or pursue into acting. I need a big break! But, I still do the mom thang, helping my daughter with her homework and picking up the kids from school, if I can avoid being tickled by her classmates. LOL

Something New

After applying for PSAV, I got their email back. They want to interview me! I guess the skills that I learned from SNC pays it right off. I'm still gonna DJ, but I need the money. I started to look for condos here in Incline Village. Mom and Dad wanted to refinance theirs before they agree to co-sign, once i get the job. I found one that is near the old mountain campus. It's big and nice. Hopefully I'll get it by this summer. As for my hunny, she's still in Montreal counting the days to move here.

Applying for PSAV

This evening, I was looking for jobs in the South Lake Tahoe area. Not much luck, but I did found one here in Incline Village. PSAV stands for Professional Services of Audio and Video, they'll like roadies. I know that I want to be a resident DJ, but I need the money so I can move to South Lake Tahoe with my daughter and my gf Tricia. Hey, somebody needs to put bread on the table. I just hope that I get the job.

New Year Bummer

Last night was suppose to be the biggest night of my DJ career. But, the people at the Village Pub thinks that my sound is "unprofessional" WTF!! Plus, there were at least 10 people including the bartender and me. What kind of party is it. Well the bartender at the night had to shut me down after playing only THREE songs. How embarrassing is it? Oh well, I got other gigs like this spring's fashion show and joselyn's bfa show.
As for the pub, it's just a bar not a nightclub. plus, if the owner want to have a party, he should advertised it like rookie's and the hyatt. but i guess he's too cheap, that's why he paid me 40 bucks. shoot, my cousin makes about 5 gees a month at the grand sierra.