My Alter Ego-Diego Esgardo Ramirez

A suave, loyal to la familia, and a ladies' man. A true gentleman. In my dreams, I was a man, having passion love with women. But when I wake up, I was back as Diana Elizabeth Ramirez. On the outside, I have a woman's body. But on the inside, I have a mind as a man. I act, walk and dress like a man. Even sound manly like a man. Alot of people always mistaken me for a man instead of a woman. But everybody that I know knows that I'm totally butch. Sometimes, I thought about having a sex change. But the only reason to stay a woman is to be a mother to my kids.

Jobless

Since school was over, I've been trying to find a job that suits my BA in Digital Arts. First, I apply for PSAV but got rejected. :-( But I haven't got a reply from KWYL 102.9 yet, but I hope so. Now that Obama just took office, hopefully he'll open more jobs and rebuild the screwed up economy. Either that or pursue into acting. I need a big break! But, I still do the mom thang, helping my daughter with her homework and picking up the kids from school, if I can avoid being tickled by her classmates. LOL

Something New

After applying for PSAV, I got their email back. They want to interview me! I guess the skills that I learned from SNC pays it right off. I'm still gonna DJ, but I need the money. I started to look for condos here in Incline Village. Mom and Dad wanted to refinance theirs before they agree to co-sign, once i get the job. I found one that is near the old mountain campus. It's big and nice. Hopefully I'll get it by this summer. As for my hunny, she's still in Montreal counting the days to move here.

Applying for PSAV

This evening, I was looking for jobs in the South Lake Tahoe area. Not much luck, but I did found one here in Incline Village. PSAV stands for Professional Services of Audio and Video, they'll like roadies. I know that I want to be a resident DJ, but I need the money so I can move to South Lake Tahoe with my daughter and my gf Tricia. Hey, somebody needs to put bread on the table. I just hope that I get the job.

New Year Bummer

Last night was suppose to be the biggest night of my DJ career. But, the people at the Village Pub thinks that my sound is "unprofessional" WTF!! Plus, there were at least 10 people including the bartender and me. What kind of party is it. Well the bartender at the night had to shut me down after playing only THREE songs. How embarrassing is it? Oh well, I got other gigs like this spring's fashion show and joselyn's bfa show.
As for the pub, it's just a bar not a nightclub. plus, if the owner want to have a party, he should advertised it like rookie's and the hyatt. but i guess he's too cheap, that's why he paid me 40 bucks. shoot, my cousin makes about 5 gees a month at the grand sierra.