Moving on to a better life

In the past 3 weeks, I was at home in bed with the flu. Right now, I feel like a million bucks, lol. Plus, I even found someone new in my life. The new woman in my life is Susana. She's in her 30s with two daughters. At LAST!! Someone with kids and mature. Now, no more dating younger women, they're too immature and too high-maintainance. Right now, I'm just waiting for the economy to be better so I can finally work.

Strike a Pose!

Thursday will be my modeling day. I decided to be one of Alex's models for her photos. Thanks for the new buzz cut, I'm still gonna look good. Speaking of my buzz cut, my parents finally accepted it. They soon to realized not because I'm butch and proud lesbian, but I'm an artist with expression. In the job world, I rather be judge by my work, not my looks and sexuality. Like Leo Da Vince, can't judge his gayness but he does make great paintings.

one week of sickness

I spend the whole week since last monday in bed with the flu. now that i'm getting better, someone new enter my life. we started talking on myspace, then text and phone call. she was 33 and i'm 27, finally someone mature and older than me. guess you can say that younger women take more advantage of me. i'm the type that wants for put bread on the table and take care of the familia. but we'll see how it goes.

New Changes in Life

Yesterday when Arizona lost the Super Bowl, I've decided to buzz cut my hair. Now, I look like a Marine coming out of bootcamp. I do must say, I still look good. 100% stud!

This morning, I got an email from my now ex gf that she found someone else. This is the third time we've been on and off for a year and a half. Was I sad? NO! I was relieved! They say that long distance never work out. At last, I'm free and single! It's better that I find someone around here who is more mature and older than me.

My Alter Ego-Diego Esgardo Ramirez

A suave, loyal to la familia, and a ladies' man. A true gentleman. In my dreams, I was a man, having passion love with women. But when I wake up, I was back as Diana Elizabeth Ramirez. On the outside, I have a woman's body. But on the inside, I have a mind as a man. I act, walk and dress like a man. Even sound manly like a man. Alot of people always mistaken me for a man instead of a woman. But everybody that I know knows that I'm totally butch. Sometimes, I thought about having a sex change. But the only reason to stay a woman is to be a mother to my kids.

Jobless

Since school was over, I've been trying to find a job that suits my BA in Digital Arts. First, I apply for PSAV but got rejected. :-( But I haven't got a reply from KWYL 102.9 yet, but I hope so. Now that Obama just took office, hopefully he'll open more jobs and rebuild the screwed up economy. Either that or pursue into acting. I need a big break! But, I still do the mom thang, helping my daughter with her homework and picking up the kids from school, if I can avoid being tickled by her classmates. LOL

Something New

After applying for PSAV, I got their email back. They want to interview me! I guess the skills that I learned from SNC pays it right off. I'm still gonna DJ, but I need the money. I started to look for condos here in Incline Village. Mom and Dad wanted to refinance theirs before they agree to co-sign, once i get the job. I found one that is near the old mountain campus. It's big and nice. Hopefully I'll get it by this summer. As for my hunny, she's still in Montreal counting the days to move here.